Posts Tagged ‘Expanded Self’

Something profound?

Tuesday, February 9th, 2010

Something profound possibly?

I wonder if I can do 300 words on something profound.

Like, I woke up this morning hearing Monty Python’s Galaxy Song in my mind. “Just remember that you’re standing on a planet that’s evolving, and revolving at 900 miles per hour. And orbiting at 90 miles per second so I recon, the Sun that is the source of all our power.”

And in a Busting Loose context, that was very supportive as to the illusion I live within. And I dimly get the power that it takes to just produce and sustain THAT set of circumstances. And then, in a Busting Loose sense, that what if it really is a hologram at Plank Scale, giving it such seductive touch-ability, smell-ability, see-ability, that – if I am seeing and experiencing it I must be creating it!

I mean, the “I” that is the Player self that is joined-at-the-hip, or conjoined in consciousness with Expanded Self. Conjoined. Too much! I mean, really! CON-joined; joined in grand CON experience called The Human Game. “Conned” into believing we aren’t really creating this whole thing, that “it” is somehow “real.” “Real-er,” more real than ourselves. That “it” is happening TO us rather than THROUGH us.

It’s much more convenient to believe that this all is happening TO us than THROUGH us.  Is convenient the word I’m searching for here? It’s certainly convenient to The Human Game illusion of convincing myself that I’m the opposite of who I really am: infinite, eternal, unlimited. The dual pattern/belief of being-at-the-effect-of something outside myself, not myself, and the hard-to-describe unseperatable relationship (con-joined relationship) with an infinitely powerful, eternal, Expanded Self “driving the bus” at all times. joyfully! Peacefully! In full and complete freedom! In exploration of itself through the Player me in a full-immersion 3-D movie called “The Life And Experiences Of Tom Miles.”

Just the can’t-failed-ness of that image is juicy beyond words.

So … how will Player Tom listen for Expanded Self Inspiration? I almost said “today,” but than realized that there really is no “today.” Just the experience of sequential moments of ever-fleeting “now” in eternity and infinity.

And Infinite is infinite. Cool!

Appreciation … or … Gratitude

Friday, September 11th, 2009

Busting Loose – Appreciation or Gratitude?

I’m not sure Robert mentions the distinction between appreciation and gratitude. It’s rather subtle, but then as powerful as the distinction between Phase 1 and Phase 2 is, it too is rather subtle. Let’s see what the dictionary definitions tell us:

grat·i·tude n
a feeling of being thankful to somebody for doing something

ap·pre·ci·a·tion n
1.    a feeling or expression of gratitude
2.    a favorable opinion of something
3.    recognition and liking of something’s qualities
4.    a full understanding of the meaning and importance of something
5.    an increase in value, especially over time

So gratitude is defined as feeling thankful for something, for somebody doing something. And appreciation is defined as a full understanding of the meaning and importance of something, or an increase in value over time.

The distinction I get is that gratitude suggests a passive “power outside,” while appreciation is an active inside job.

And that’s why Robert calls “Appreciation” one of the two major, major tools in Busting Loose. Appreciation of everything and everyone as your Expanded Self’s perfect creation perfectly supporting your growth and expansion into Phase 2 of your totally unique, individual Human Game.

I’d appreciate learning of your thoughts in a comment.

“What do you want to be when you grow up?”

Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

Busting Loose question: “What do you want to be when you grow up?”

I was thinking to myself while walking on the trail one morning about Busting Loose. Just how is it that I somehow create a unique holographic experience in my unique personal Human Game. and how living more into Phase 2 might look and feel?

The following thought popped into my holographic head.

I remember growing up and being asked by relatives and family friends, “And what do YOU want to be when YOU grow up, little boy?” And I even remember asking others folks’ kids that same question. And at one point I even harbored the idea that I was doing them some kind of a favor by helping them focus their thinking on how they were “going to turn out” and what they were going to do with their life. Big favor. R-i-i-i-g-h-t.

And then another thought popped up in direct response: “Wait…..that’s not a supportive question for Busting Loose and living into Phase 2.”

A “right,” or “right-er” question would be, “So … what is it that you just love doing/exploring right now, and how do you allow yourself to do/explore more of that until something else strikes your fancy?”

Seems to me like that’s what living reactively in the moment, from and into inspiration would look and feel like.

And then I “just happened” to create Susan from our first workshop on the trail (coincidence, wink, wink, nudge, nudge) and I had her start this great mutual conversation about how certain things are “working” and “not working,” and if I do The Process on a discomfort and then just leave it alone, is that what I really want? Is that what I’m really supposed to be doing? Even if the thing that is not working, could be improved, and seems like it should be “important” to me – and maybe to “others,” completely forgetting that all those “others” are just reflections of me.

Is it OK to just do The Process and reclaim the power and then just let go? Even if nothing in the hologram is real and it’s completely made up by me – My Consciousness – My Expanded Self?

And the answer that came into my holographic awareness was, “I think that after doing The Process and reclaiming whatever power you can in a given pass, if it’s something you then feel would be fun or exciting, then that would be one “to do.” And if  your “doing” pushes back, it’s only pushing back because that’s the way you want(ed) that particular game or inning or quarter to play out. And maybe it then becomes “Challenging,” “Worthwhile,” “Productive,” “Satisfying” as I remind myself that I (Consciousness, Expanded Self) just made it all up anyway through patterns in The Field.

And any discomfort experienced in any pushing back is “just an Egg” with Power in it saying, “Here’s more of your Power for you to reclaim if you want to in this moment.” And you can then use this new, additionally reclaimed Power to stay on this particular ride a little longer, and/or noticing a next or different ride you feel “inspired” to experience or explore. Hot damn! Busting Loose!

“Adventure” and Busting Loose

Friday, August 21st, 2009

The word ‘adventure’ struck me the other day as being a decent description of the Busting Loose nature of the Phase 2 Journey within The Human Game. So, being a word lover, I looked it up in the dictionary, and here’s what it had to say:

Ad•ven•ture  n (italics added)
1.    an exciting or  extraordinary event or series of events
2.    an undertaking involving  uncertainty and  risk (I first typed frisk, an interesting linguistic slip of some sort, no doubt)
3.    the participation or willingness to participate in things that involve uncertainty and risk
4.    a risky or speculative financial undertaking

And the verb form: to dare to go somewhere new or engage in something dangerous.

Now, I don’t know about you, but as Busting Loose From The Money Game pointed out, a fair amount of my life had been about telling myself that I loved adventure, but thought that I also needed to avoid uncertainty and risk. At least, what I labeled unnecessary uncertainty and risk.

And then I read that Robert pointed out that risk avoidance is what Expanded Self uses in Phase 1 to convince me that I am limited and restricted, the opposite of who and what I truly am: infinite, eternal, limitless, and don’t go there! How cool is that! To have a word like adventure that gently and seductively masks uncertainty and risk and extraordinary and so easily gives us the sense that adventure is just a light frolic. No need to go deep here. That could be dangerous and should be avoided because … who knows what might happen?

In short, when I looked at the dictionary definition of adventure, I got a couple of interesting things. For Phase 1 to work at all, the fear and avoidance of risk and uncertainty was necessary to keep me from getting really clear on the power that I am as Player in my hologame. And that adventure/risk/uncertainty was equally necessary for Phase 2 to be kept interesting and challenging. And that really, Expanded Self is handling everything magnificently.

So that leaves me with Robert’s invitation and challenge to jump through the portal into Phase 2 and just use the tools – use the tools – use the tools, fully experience my experiences and tell the truth, that in all the surprises I am having great fun and being royally entertained with/in my holographic Human Game – adventure!

Infinite Possibility – so what does that mean?

Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009

So, infinite is infinite:

in·fi·nite adj               1.  without any limits that can be measured or realized                       2.  extending indefinitely or having unlimited spatial extent

When it is said that God knows everything, that everything has already been created before and we are just living into it, that could be looked at as a Phase 1 concept…just another Phase 1 limitation and restriction. All God/Infinite Self needs to know is that anything is possible. And Infinite Expanded Self knows that to test anything out, a hologram and player is needed to check out or experience the thing in physicality.  Being a physical player is cool, and being a DOING physical player is where and how your version of The Human Game is actually experienced.

Other names for this playing are awareness, mindfulness, being in the now, being childlike, being in awe, expanding into infinite possibility, allowing a particular version of Infinite Possibility to unfold through your Human Game hologram. And you create other people, places, and things in your hologram to:  (1) reflect back to you something you think/feel about yourself, (2) provide answers, data or information to you, (3) set something in motion for your Human Game experience.

Example: insert an ignition key, turn it, step on the gas, look where you’re going.  But this presupposes there are things called cars … that you have one of them … that you have a destination in mind (or no destination, just an exploration or adventure in mind, or ‘downtime’ to support inspiration) …  and …  that there is some WHERE  that can be gone to.   And in any case still, ‘stuff can happen,’ so even a purposefully planned and carefully executed trip can have contain surprise or novelty. NOVELTY! Expanded Self loves NOVELTY, and explores it through you as the player playing your human game hologram and story.

Any creation within that context is just a creation.  And within infinity/eternity there are no limits to creation.  There is infinite room for all kinds of creativity and novelty by definition, or as Robert says, “I have an infinite ability and desire to create.”

And all of this fits Amit Goswami’s comment that one is creating their unique experience within eternity …  moment by moment, including all the details and logic and support and history all the way back to the big bang!

So, this may be is why The Human Game is played sequentially and stretched out over ‘time.’  Even after trusting and claiming The Truth until you have your personal experience of that Truth called Busting Loose.

Like football. You know the rules and the field and the opposing team and the individual players, and how it is scored and that games end with one team ‘winning.’   But players come to play the actual play, to see how a particular game unfolds, to see ‘what happens if.’  And even then, it’s only just one game, one season.  And each game and each season is complete unto itself, and then there’s the next year.

Games are fun, challenging, interesting, exciting, rewarding, and the outcome unknown. And you play because you know how the game is played, because you want to experience how the game is played by you, as persona/player and create your own WOW experiences. And you are creating it all just to play with, talk with, reflect back to yourself something you are thinking about yourself, to provide  information or data, to set something in motion for yourself.

Phase 2 is doing and experiencing this from an expanded and expanding perspective of who you really are and who is really driving your bus.

Introducing a Busting Loose New Mexico Blog!

Monday, June 8th, 2009

tomsausalito Introducing the Busting Loose New Mexico Blog based on Robert Scheinfeld’s best selling book: Busting Loose From The Money Game.

Since  spring of 2007, after hosting and facilitating a number Busting Loose From The Money Game and Busting Loose From The Emotions Game workshops and a number of Albuquerque Phase 2  Players Retreats, it feels like it’s time to add this Busting Loose Blog to support playing further into Phase 2 of The Human game in our Albuquerque hologram.

There will be thoughts as they arise or as inspiration strikes, and sharing of possibilities that feel supportive to Busting Loose and playing The Human Game in Phase 2. In addition, there is a page dedicated to supportive affiliate materials you can express appreciation for.

I’m curious to learn what Expanded Self unfolds the hologram, and your comments will be an important part of that — for you — for me — for all of us — as totally unique individuals creating totally unique holograms and morphing somehow magically, to support each other in Busting Loose.

Way cool, and rock on!

Tom